Can I?

I had a dream
I had a dream?
I don't know

I had a dream
and in that moment
someone (stole) my drawings
I was desperate
I was empty
I was lost

I'm a space traveler

and in my travel
I found my drawings
he gave them to me
he wrote to me
he belongs to me
I found my drawings
he found them

Did I give them to him in reality?
Ugh.
I woke up for a second time
I was confused
he wasn't next to me
he stayed in my head
he stole my drawings
Drawings that I barely can remember
Drawings that I drew not knowing how to draw
not knowing what to draw
not knowing what my hands were created for...

I drew for some reason
a reason I only remember in that dream
a reason the person who stole my drawings knew very well
a reason that doesn't belong to me

For him I draw
and he gave them to me
words I won't know
words that healed me
words that didn't last
And now
Now I'm bleeding.
Bleeding in this room
but not in my dreams
and it hurts

I'm trying to dream
with him again
and maybe he can save me
maybe, I can save myself